How can I ever return to my city now? I’ll need a time back,
and me back from that time. I’ll need them back too, men and women,
children and plants, and a cow, yes the cow that would come
to the door for me to rub its back, then leave, every day.
That time and place, this time and place, complete my city of the old.
Too many deaths in twenty three days have hit me hard,
kept me shaken for minutes at length. Death
is not to be trifled with, and flash: images
of a street, they sell fish and vegetables for some length
on it and then there’s a bend, the end of the street,
and then I return. Early this morning an aunt passed away,
yes, that’s what we called her. We’d been neighbors
my whole life and that of our families for as long
as we have lived in our houses. I am far removed in place,
in grief too. Or else, how do I explain my not rushing
back where I’m needed? I have changed. I have come a long way
from my home, from myself. I think I understand
Tithonus’wish a little. It becomes difficult to live
once all have gone, and those around are not your people,
the time and place also not yours. Then a shadow walks,
a ghost in a shell, and waits for
Rajnish Mishra is a poet, writer, translator and blogger born and brought up in Varanasi, India and now in exile from his city. His work originates at the point of intersection between his psyche and his city. His work has now started appearing in journals and websites.
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Ira Joel Haber was born and lives in Brooklyn. He is a sculptor, painter, writer, book dealer, photographer and teacher. His work has been seen in numerous group shows both in the USA and Europe and he has had 9 one man shows including several retrospectives of his sculpture. His work is in the collections of The Whitney Museum Of American Art, New York University, The Guggenheim Museum, The Hirshhorn Museum,The Albright-Knox Art Gallery & The Allen Memorial Art Museum. Since 2006 His paintings, drawings, photographs and collages have been published in over 230 on line and print magazines. He has received three National Endowment for the Arts Fellowships, two Creative Artists Public Service Grant (CAPS), two Pollock-Krasner grants, two Adolph Gottlieb Foundation grants and, in 2010, he received a grant from Artists’ Fellowship Inc. in 2017 & 2018 he received the Brooklyn Arts Council SU-CASA artist-in-residence grant.