To sex
To love
To loathing
To adoration
To kisses blowing
To admiration
To glory
To likes on a Facebook Story
To alcohol
To drugs
To porn
To sexy ladies
To being wanted
To being free
To medication
To wanting to be liked
To apathy
To depression
To advocacy
To wanting something different
To wanting freedom
To sleep
To the feeling of being victim
To tears
To pills
To strippers
To happy endings
To a world that is mostly pretend
To exercising your demons in your writing
To social media
To want to forget everything.


Jason Wright is the editor and founder of Oddball Magazine. His column appears weekly. His third book, Train of Thought 2: Almost Home is available now at the Oddball Book Store.