Jagged Thought #216: Vraylar


 

1.

This is a medication
I am on.

It makes me not write well.

So if you see this
Let them know.

I once was smart.

2.

Here I am at the hospital.
Talking well.
But still can’t write good
Hope they send me to McLean.
Want to write again.

I am trying to write again.
Just read book for a bit
About Awareness and I
Think that reading helped a bit.
Still probably going in
To change medication.
Still can’t rhyme well.
Maybe I can let me try.
Nope not yet.
Will be able to hopefully.
Soon.

3.

At least I can laugh ’cause I
Sound like Tarzan
In my head haha.

This is a medication
Poem.

Medication so far
I would say bad.

Think not like me.

We’ll see.

Not a good poem.
Sorry.

4.

I will keep writing poems
Till I can again.
Once had friends.
They are cool.
Love my friends.
Want to go to school.
Dude, is this really you?

Thinking asked if they had a peer
Specialist
She said uh no.

Rude,

Hospital.

5.

Thought broadcasting
Cognitive Distortions
Thinking like out of rotation
Like my mind is not working
Right
But I’m going to get by.

I am a writer.
It’s like my brain is broken.
This is sad.
But I am a strong person.

I can get through this.

 

Jason Wright is the editor and founder of Oddball Magazine. His column appears weekly.

 

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